I got lotsa to tell.. lotsa to do.. lotsa prob to share.. dun noe where to start.. who to tell.. n what to do.. last evening.. i tot things wasnt DAT BAD.. sigh.. but things SERIOUSLY nv goes the way u wan it to be.. i realised before i realli get things settle down.. the next thing is coming rite behind it..
I pinned hope..
i believed dreams come true..
but one believes i'm doin harm
more than anything else..
i cant blame anyone..
but to blame MYSELF..
for doin TOO much..
Before all prob starts..
things were smooth n fine..
wif one mistake i make..
it hurts the other..
things dun go the way u wan it to be..
words doesnt mean what it supposed to be..
everything goes the least u expected it to be..
yesterday we may be tryin to noe each other beta..
today we may be best pals..
tomolo we may be each's strongest enemy..
nth is EVERLASTING..
NOTHING..
i found joy the day before..
i lost joy the next moment.. but i cherished the time i had spent wif IT..
i will miss him..
but i will not hold him..
cos he has left for good..
i will forget him physically..
but not mentally..
i hope..
the day we meet..
he stills remembers me..
dun noe where to start...
dun noe how to end..
at this point..
my decision..
can make anything changeany moment..
i choose to listen..
but failed to understand..
i choose to runaway..
but failed to gif up..
i choose to leave..
i will..
but not now..
after i haf solved EVERYTHING..
yesh.. dat's wat i'm goin thru tis days.. wat can i say.. is either u understd it or not.. but whateva it is.. i can onli MOVE on.. move to a place.. where i reali noe.. what is rite from wrong.. i'm seriously getting tired..
